to go or not to go, that is the question?
its obvious none of us are up to it...
keep thinking must we go? should we?
yet, i feel obligated.
just that so many things are holding me back...like say, i don't feel like seeing not a few ppl.
i really do not want to make small talk with those not-few ppl.
and i ABSOLUTELY do not want to speak to you.
nor have ppl ask what the heck happened.
never again is it gonna be like before.
never.
i swear.
and you know what the best part is?
i'm happy bout it.