wow, this is the first time i've witnessed how stress, overthinking stupid things, WORRYING ABOUT UNNECESSARY STUFF actually went overboard in my body and caused a physical reaction. i actually broke out in hives. SERIOUSLY. WHAT THE FUCK.

i need benedryl but i cant find any. cheebai. dam itchy.

i need a fucking holiday.

also, worrying about useless crap is fucking useless la looli. =.= does it need to come to this extent.T.T